The difficult time for me..

As I am writing this, I couldn't help myself but to cry every time I think about my hard work that doesn't paid-off at all. I start to look for things on how to earn money online last August of last year. Since I am still don't know what were the real ways on how to earn money online back then, I tried PTC sites, which I think a total waste of time if you don't have referrals. I have been clicking sites for almost 2 months wishing that I could really earn money from it and I'm very optimistic then. But after 2 months of clicking ads each single day, I only earned .30 cents, which was not worthy of my time and the energy I've invested there. That's the time I decided to stop it and find more ways wherein I could earn real money from my hard work.

And I found out blogging is the best way to earn money online based on the articles that I've read. So I made a blog last October of last year and after a month I started to monetize it. To date, after 4 months of blogging I earned myself $90 already which is not bad at all for a newbie like me, this was from 3 of my blogs, the other 2 are in their domain names and the other one is a blogspot. So far, I could say blogging has really the potential to earn money on the web but it requires a lot of hard work, patience and determination, plus you have to love it. Yes, I can say I love blogging, this is the thing that I'll keep doing until I grow old. And blogging is something that I enjoyed doing and I'm glad I discovered it.

October of last year as well when I discovered a revenue sharing site wherein you can earn money through Google Adsense. Since I don't have an Adsense account, I applied an account through their site and unfortunately I was rejected by Google Adsense a lot of times. I even applied using other site just to get an account but it was only in Hubpages where I finally got the nod from Google Adsense after I published 7 hubs with 700 words each and that was December 31, 2010. I am just so happy since I knew it is indeed very hard to get your application approved by them and I was once one of those people who tried different ways and working so hard just to have an Adsense account.
After that I immediately linked my account in that site in January. I just started to earn after a few days after I linked my Adsense account. My first earning was a few cents like 0.04 cents and there were days I earned nothing. To date after 2 months of being active on that site, I earned $24. Despite of being active on that site, my earnings dramatically went down. There were days that I could earn almost 2 dollars a day but now I'll be lucky if I can earn 50 cents.I've spent above 10 hours  a day on that site and I believe my earnings should increase overtime. But today I earned nothing. This thing saddened me because I have invested a lot of my time and energy there. What I've earned now doesn't paid-off my sleepless nights just to be on that site.

I envy those folks there who managed to earn a few dollars each day and qualify for the minimum pay-out of less than a month of being active on that site. But in my case now, despite of all the hard work I had given, I think I could be able to reach the minimum pay-out after a year. Right now, I don't know if I still want to continue being a member of that site since I'm just so disappointed and so exhausted with it. Maybe I still need some rest first and I'll go back again. But I don't know if I can still earn money from that site again because my earnings went down dramatically and I don't know if it will increase anytime soon. These were my earnings for the last 5 days, 56 cents, 43 cents, 22 cents, 04 cents and now a whooping 0.00 dollars, to think that I was very active every single day and that's all I got. I'll post here if I still continue or I've stopped being on that site but now, I'm just thinking about concentrating only on my blogs and not on that site anymore.