So sad and hurt- Please help me Lord God....

I'm really so sad right now and I don't know how to release everything that I'm feeling now. I just missed the old days when I didn't have to worry about everything in life, or about the future. That's why I decided to write here now just to speak what's inside my heart. Life is so tough for me and I really don't know if there's still something great in store for me in the future. I have realized that it's so hard to live in this world when you're just so helpless, and you're not being helpful to your family. When you feel you're so useless. I really want to help my family and I really want it badly.

Oh Lord God please help me to overcome all these. I want to cry out loud just to release all the pain I have in my heart. I may not be the kindest person on Earth but I have so much love for my family and most especially to my daughter. Lord please help me that I'll be able to give my daughter a brighter future and please help me to become successful in what I'm doing now. Lord this is just the only thing I know just to earn a living. Lord Jesus Christ I'm praying so hard that you'll be able to help me with what I'm going through right now. Lord, you're the only one who knows what I'm experiencing right now. You're just the only one who knows that I'm so much in pain now. I'm really struggling even just to earn a dollar a day and you know Lord Jesus Christ that how hard I tried just to earn money, so that I could be able to show to my parents that I'm not useless, and I'm really working so hard just to make them proud of me in the future.

Lord, please help me to achieve my dreams in life in the near future. Lord Jesus Christ you're just the one who could help me. And please don't leave me, make me feel that you're always there for me......