Too excited for my very first payment from Google Adsense

I've been focusing on this particular site for a month, and I'm working so hard just to reach a thousand posts, hoping to reach the minimum payout.  It's a question and answer site by the way, and a revenue sharing site. But I already lose hope since it's July 30 now, and there's only one day left before the month of July ends. And I don't know if I could still earn the remaining 5 dollars tomorrow just to reach the minimum payout, or if it's sill possible to earn that kind of amount in a single day, since I haven't reached that status yet wherein I'm already earning  $3 or more in a single day.

Maybe I would be able to receive my very first payout by the end of September. It's really fine with me, but I just can't help myself to get excited to receive my hard earned money, which happens to be my very first payment proof from Google Adsense. Maybe I just need to be more patient about it and I know I would eventually reach that point, which is to receive my very first payment from Google Adsense. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Yey! I have earned more than $2 in a single day from Google Adsense

This is supposed to be posted a few weeks ago, but due to time constraints I wasn't able to post it that time. Anyway, I just earned more than $2 from a revenue sharing site in a single day. Even though it’s not that big as compared to the veterans online who earned x10 or higher from what I have earned the past days in Google Adsense, but the fact that I earned this amount in a single day would be enough for me to be happy about it, and would serve as a reminder as well that you will really earn, if you work very hard and you spend more time on something online. So, here's a screen shot.

I’ve been a member of this site for almost a year now but I just started to earn last January of this year when my Google Adsense application was finally approved. Basically, it took me 2 months to receive an approval from Google Adsense and you have no idea how happy I was when I finally got an account, since I’m very much aware at that time that getting an Adsense account is just so hard to do. That’s why I’m so ecstatic when I received a welcome message from them at that very moment.

Since I came from Asia, I thought that it will take me months or years just to have an account, but thank God I got it in less than 6 months.

Actually, I didn’t apply through my blogs but I applied through a revenue sharing site as well. At that time after I’ve written 8 articles, I immediately submitted an application to them. However, I was rejected the first time I applied, but since I’m very determined to have a Google Adsense account I re-applied, and I’m hoping and praying at that time to finally have an approval from them. After a few days, I finally received a positive response from them, and I already got the thing that I’m longing to receive for months.

I have a goal for this month and that is to reach the minimum payout which is $100, and to finally receive my very first Google Adsense check next month. Actually, I do have regrets why I didn’t invest more time on that site for the past months, since if ever I really worked hard during the past 6 months, I could have just reached the minimum payout earlier this year. However, I’m now working my butt off just to reach the minimum payout at the end of the month. I’m keeping my fingers crossed.

My blog's traffic

I have noticed now that my very first blog's traffic is starting to drop down to 19 visitors a day, and it really alarms me. And when I checked the sitemeter of that blog a few seconds ago, I'm so alarmed since I only have 8 visitors today, and it's almost 2 o'clock in the afternoon. I don't usually have this amount of traffic a few months back and this is the lowest number of visitors I have for the past 3 months. Since my traffic is slowly increasing last March of this year. I usually got at least 30 visitors a day before 2 pm, but today, it's almost 2 pm but I only got this number. I don't know what went wrong and it really saddened me. I thought that my traffic will eventually increase over time as you continue to update and write entries on your blog, but now, I'm really wondering since it's dropping like a rock.

Since I'm more busier in one of the revenue sharing sites, I only have 1 article written this month for that blog, but I usually do this and I just only add a few more articles before the end of the month, since most of the time I only have a total of  3-4 entries a month for that blog, and during those times, I never had this very low traffic.

Maybe it's time for me to increase the number of articles I will write each month, and make it at least 5 entries per month so that my blog's traffic won't suffer anymore. I really love that blog since like I said, it was my very first blog. I’ll make it appoint to update that blog more often every week and also this blog. I'm planning that I'll focus more on these two blogs since this blog as well (journey through life.info) was my second blog I created a year ago after my very first blog ( the girls interests.com ). I really need to focus only on these two blogs for now since I'm still very active on a revenue sharing site which I'm also earning at least a dollar a day. But the sad part here is that, my other 3 personal blogs will suffer. However, I'll just really make time for those blogs in the coming weeks once I already have a more organized schedule.

So sad and hurt- Please help me Lord God....

I'm really so sad right now and I don't know how to release everything that I'm feeling now. I just missed the old days when I didn't have to worry about everything in life, or about the future. That's why I decided to write here now just to speak what's inside my heart. Life is so tough for me and I really don't know if there's still something great in store for me in the future. I have realized that it's so hard to live in this world when you're just so helpless, and you're not being helpful to your family. When you feel you're so useless. I really want to help my family and I really want it badly.

Oh Lord God please help me to overcome all these. I want to cry out loud just to release all the pain I have in my heart. I may not be the kindest person on Earth but I have so much love for my family and most especially to my daughter. Lord please help me that I'll be able to give my daughter a brighter future and please help me to become successful in what I'm doing now. Lord this is just the only thing I know just to earn a living. Lord Jesus Christ I'm praying so hard that you'll be able to help me with what I'm going through right now. Lord, you're the only one who knows what I'm experiencing right now. You're just the only one who knows that I'm so much in pain now. I'm really struggling even just to earn a dollar a day and you know Lord Jesus Christ that how hard I tried just to earn money, so that I could be able to show to my parents that I'm not useless, and I'm really working so hard just to make them proud of me in the future.

Lord, please help me to achieve my dreams in life in the near future. Lord Jesus Christ you're just the one who could help me. And please don't leave me, make me feel that you're always there for me......