You are really aware that these past days I’m not really feeling well. That’s why I even went to the doctor last Wednesday, and gladly, my cbc is normal. But you really know that the thing that scares me most is my neck lymph nodes, which the doctor checked them and said that the reason why I have them is mainly because of viral infection, and there’s no reason for me to get worried.
However, every time I read articles on the web regarding neck lymph nodes, I just can’t help myself but to be frightened about it. And yesterday, I’m really scared since I’ve watched something on boob tube that really makes me frightened.
Lord Jesus Christ, through the years, you were the only one who has seen some of my sufferings in life that even my closest friends and even my family weren’t aware of. But during those times, I haven’t felt that I am alone since you were always there who gave me love and wisdom on how would I’d be able to resolve all of them.
Lord Jesus Christ, I’m going through something tough right now, but I really don’t know how to solve it since it is regarding my health and you are the only one who has the power to heal me. You know Lord God that these past weeks, I’m not really feeling well. I’m really scared about these lymph nodes that I have right now, and not to mention, I have headaches too.
Lord Jesus Christ, Please let me feel your love and please hug me Lord God, for me to feel that I don’t have to worry anymore since you’ll not leave me. I’m still too young and I want to live for my family and most especially for my baby, which I do love more than anything in this world. I want to take care of her, love her, and be the best mother that I could be for her. I want to grow old, and be with my daughter. Please Lord, let me experience those wonderful things, and that’s all I’m asking from you Lord God. Please heal me. Please take those lymph nodes or lumps away from my body. I hope Lord Jesus that I won't suffer anymore headaches since it makes me worry a lot.
Please Lord Jesus, make me feel that there’s nothing to worry about by giving me a sign that every thing is okay and that I'm perfectly healthy....Please dear God...
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