I'm really hoping for the best...

It's almost a month since I have written an entry in here, and I must say I have missed this blog. So this will be my very first entry this 2012. LMAO...

Anyway, There were certain things that had happened in 2011 that really saddened me. Basically, 2011 wasn't really a great year for me. There were a lot of things that weren't easy to handle I must say. At times, I couldn't help but to feel that I am not good or smart enough because of what happened. The past year was really a roller-coaster ride for me. Nevertheless, I have no choice but to still move forward with my life. Even though it's really tough to do it, I believe in myself that I can still be able to do it though...I have to be strong for my family and most especially to my daughter..she's definitely my life, my everything...that's why no matter how cruel this world may be, I draw strength from her. She motivates me to work my butt off since as much as possible I want to give her all the material things that this world has to offer. I want to make sure that she has a brighter future ahead of her...So, whenever I feel like giving-up, I just think about her, and I know I'll be fine already..My angel really inspires me to be the better person that I can be...

I'm really hoping that 2012 would be a great year for me and for my family. I would love to claim that this is my year already..I really hope so...I just hope that everything will fall into place. That I'll eventually reap the fruits of my labor this time around..I hope that God will finally hear my prayers and give this particular thing that I've been asking from Him for years now...for the reason that I'm not asking this thing not just for myself but I honestly believe that my family will definitely benefit from it more than me..

A difficult time for me...

 Last Friday at exactly 5:30pm, our trainor already announced who will make it to the TQ phase, since it's already the end of our technical training.

Actually, I already anticipated the result and true enough, my intuition is really right.

The result really brought me to tears since I’m really hurt about the result. Even though I had the feeling already that the worst thing would happen but still I can’t really help myself but to be sad about it, since I have invested so much time on this particular training.

Yes, I have to admit that I didn’t give my best and I’m not really focused on the training. What so sad about it is that I feel like I’m the dumbest person in the class since I’m just the only one who didn’t make it.

I must say that every time I see their posts that they finally have a job, I can’t really help but cry and be disappointed with myself since I want to be in their situation as well. I want to work there and to finally have my own money, my hard earned money.

I definitely have regrets right now since I know that I can really do it, I could have done better.

If I could only turn back time, I would absolutely give my best shot just to get in.

I promise to myself that I’ll go back there and I’ll make sure that I’ll make it the second time around. 

This is a difficult situation for me, but I need to move forward and move on with my life. I have to remain positive despite what happened.

The technical training is so boring...

I’m in training room right now. I’m working my butt off for the past weeks just to get in. Honestly, I really don’t know what this trainor is saying. I can’t understand all the things that he’s uttering at this very moment. Oh God, please help me. I don’t really understand all the techie stuff. It’s really hard I must say. The training will finish this week and I already feel the negative thing will happen. If I can only turn back time, I want to start what has been discussed since day 1 ( LMAO ).

I also don’t know if I can be able to make it. I heard from the trainor that out of 11 trainees, only 9 will pass, and the other 2 trainees will definitely fail. I have the feeling that I’m one of the 2 trainees that won’t make it to TQ phase. I already anticipated that thing.

I know that success will not happen overnight, but I’ll absolutely feel bad if ever I’ll fail, for the reason that I’ve invested so much time and energy in this particular training, and it would definitely be depressing if I’ll not get in.

Honestly, it’s nerve wracking and heart wrenching as well if the worst thing will happen. As what I’ve mentioned, I’m working my butt off just to land a job in a BPO industry.

I really don’t know where to say all these stuff, that’s why I just decided to blog this one here. I’ll definitely keep you posted whatever the outcome will be, whether the positive or the negative one. 

So, Bye for now….

I'm quite happy today...

I haven't updated this blog for quite some time now for the reason that I'm too busy these past few weeks since I'm on training for a job that I'm longing to try for years now. I have already mentioned on my previous post a few weeks ago that I'm applying for a job, and it's definitely a different career path. Yesterday, I was too happy since I passed the soft skills training. Actually, half of the class failed the 5 day soft skills training which was very nerve wracking when our trainor told us who were the ones who fortunately passed the soft skills training.

So, this coming week, we will be on basic product training which I think a bit difficult topic, since it's already on the technical side. I'm really hoping and praying that I will pass on the one month training and eventually be hired after that, since I badly need this job. I'm really keeping my fingers crossed.

A new career

I'm just thankful about this new change in my life, and right now, I'm very much willing to do an effort and I'll do my best just to achieve what I really want to achieve in life.

I applied for a job last week, and fortunately got accepted. Actually, I'll start my training next week, and I'm hoping to have a pleasurable experience with this new job. I must say that I badly need this job, and it's so timely since there's something going on or we are going through something right now which is very unexpected. I need to work hard not just for myself, but most especially for my family. I came to realize that my main purpose in life is to help and support my family not just emotionally, but financially as well. I'm willing to do this thing for them, and I'm more than happy to do this stuff for them.

I'm kinda excited for the training next week and I'm excited as well that finally, I can be able to help them in my own little ways.

Straight Talk- October

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It was my birthday last week and as expected I received numerous texts and phone calls from my friends and relatives from abroad. Since the number of phone calls was overwhelming, I wasn't able to answer all of them at that time, that's why I have texted and called some of them just to thank them for remembering my special day. However, I must admit that calling someone outside the country would really hurt your pocket. That's why I'm planning to switch to Straight Talk since they have International Long Distance Service which is a flexible prepaid calling service that enables you to make international calls from your home, cell or office phone at low rates. Just by doing this I already imagine the amount of money I could save just by switching to Straight Talk, and because of that I could call my mom, friends and relatives that are working in a foreign land whenever I want to.

Additionally, they have monthly plans that you'll surely be interested in such as The “All You Need Plan” that meets even the needs of heavy phone users with 1,000 minutes, 1,000 texts and 30 MB of web data, Unlimited Monthly service which is only $45, and includes calls, text, picture messaging, and web, and so on. I really like these plans since I consider myself a heavy phone user and with these kind of plans I know I could really save money.

There are also a lot of things that make me interested about Straight Talk and one of which is that they are offering different kinds of phones like a smart phone with a smart plan, and as always, no contract, the power of Android phones, at only $45/month for unlimited use, and with all the apps and games you need. So, with Straight Talk, you'll be able to see and feel The power of Android and Feel Richer with Android with their plans. And not to mention, they are offering Reconditioned phones as well that are available from $10.00 with camera, mp3 player, mobile web access, and blue-tooth capability, which is definitely great for young users!

So, if ever you want to know more about the types of phones they are offering, plus its features, kindly check the video below.

The getting richer effect has expanded... by LittleBard95

 

I'm scared and I really don't know what's going on

I haven't updated this blog for quite some time now, for the reason that I'm not really in the mood the past weeks. I have mentioned in my previous posts that the past weeks I'm not really in good shape. As of this writing, I still don't consider myself as perfectly healthy. There are still going on with my body that I haven't figured it out yet what is the reason why I'm suffering and feeling all these.

The swollen neck lymph nodes are still there. I also noticed that I have mild swelling of hands and feet. I really don't know why all these things are happening to me. I know that even though I'm experiencing all these stuff, I still need to move forward, keep going and to remain positive despite everything that is happening right now. Nevertheless, I can't help myself but to feel frightened since I have no idea what's going with my body. I'm starting to feel that there's really something wrong with my body last month, and what's more scary is that, I'm experiencing things that I think I shouldn't be experiencing since I'm still young to have all these.

Every time I Googled the stuff that I'm suffering right now,  I can't help myself but to worry a lot the moment I read those articles regarding the symptoms that I have right now.

I'm planning to go to the doctor next week, since I'm already wondering why up to now I'm not yet feeling well. I'm hoping and praying that God will help me regarding the things that I'm experiencing now that makes me worry a lot...Dear God, please do help me...