I'm scared and I really don't know what's going on

I haven't updated this blog for quite some time now, for the reason that I'm not really in the mood the past weeks. I have mentioned in my previous posts that the past weeks I'm not really in good shape. As of this writing, I still don't consider myself as perfectly healthy. There are still going on with my body that I haven't figured it out yet what is the reason why I'm suffering and feeling all these.

The swollen neck lymph nodes are still there. I also noticed that I have mild swelling of hands and feet. I really don't know why all these things are happening to me. I know that even though I'm experiencing all these stuff, I still need to move forward, keep going and to remain positive despite everything that is happening right now. Nevertheless, I can't help myself but to feel frightened since I have no idea what's going with my body. I'm starting to feel that there's really something wrong with my body last month, and what's more scary is that, I'm experiencing things that I think I shouldn't be experiencing since I'm still young to have all these.

Every time I Googled the stuff that I'm suffering right now,  I can't help myself but to worry a lot the moment I read those articles regarding the symptoms that I have right now.

I'm planning to go to the doctor next week, since I'm already wondering why up to now I'm not yet feeling well. I'm hoping and praying that God will help me regarding the things that I'm experiencing now that makes me worry a lot...Dear God, please do help me...