I did it again...

There was something that happened this week that I do regret why I didn't give my best. For the second time around, I failed again....Yes, I did it again...I never went out of my way just to get in and this sort of thing happened for the second time again..I do have regrets again why I never tried hard just to get in. Sometimes, I really don't understand why I can't be able to remain focus on something. I always say that I need this particular thing but once an opportunity was given to me, I didn't really give my best just to really have it. I lose hope so easily...I get discouraged so easily....I'm not really that strong to face the challenges that may come along my way....I'm just so weak...And now, I have lots of regrets because I know in myself that I could have done better...

Nevertheless, I'm really determined now...I learned a lot from those mistakes that I have done in the past and in present time...I'll promise to myself that this time around, I would really give my best shot..I'm not getting any younger to begin with..And most importantly, I do have a daughter that I really wanted to give a brighter future..Hence, she should be enough reason for me to remain focus and to give my 100% in everything that I do just to ensure that I could give her a brighter future that I badly want to give her...

I should be more stronger now, be more responsible, be more hard working and I should do my job well since it's not just my future that is really at stake here, but most especially the future of my angel....