Don't know what to do...

I feel so sad and disappointed with myself, and all I want to do is to cry out loud just to let go the pain that I've been experiencing right now. I really don't know what path should I take 'coz I feel that everything is not really for me. Life is really hard for me, I must say. I feel so down and discouraged with the things that currently happening with my life. I'm a failure.

Right now, I don't know who I can talk to, and this blog is the only outlet to release all of those disappointments I have. I don't know if there's still a brighter future ahead of me. I really don't know...

Lord, please help me to overcome all these. You're just the only one who knows what I'm experiencing at this very moment. You're the source of my strength, my inspiration, my everything...Please hold me and let me feel that you're always there by my side. Let me feel that everything will be okay. Please reveal the things that you've in store for me soon since I'm not getting any younger. Please help me succeed. I can't do everything if I haven't feel your presence. Give me strength and hope my dear God. Please give me enlightenment since I really don't know what to do. Please dear Jesus, help me live my life since I don't know how to live it and life is very very tough...

Please dear God help me...