I missed the "simbang gabi" again...

I have missed the "simbang gabi" for 4 days now. It started on December 16 and I have not gone to church to attend the "simbang gabi" mass since it started. This is a tradition and a part of a long celebration of Christmas here in the Philippines that some Filipinos attend the so-called 9 mornings right before the Christmas day. It is called "9 mornings" for the reason that it will start on December 16 and ends on December 24. This is actually a Catholic mass that Filipinos attend during daylight, yes, you heard it right. That's why some people will have a hard time to wake-up because of the time, most especially if you slept late then most probably you will be having a hard time getting out of bed that early. For someone who is planning to attend the mass, then that person should cancel all his or her appointments during the night to be  able to attend the mass. I am working this now cause this is the reason why I have not gone to church for the last 4 days, for sleeping late, lol.

So I have to go to bed now, until my next post..

My inspiration in life

Oftentimes I feel sad when I think that I am so helpless. I want to do something for my family because for me they are my priority, the source of my strength, my inspiration. They motivate me to do the best that I can, in order to succeed. Even though I have faced some challenges along the way in reaching my goals in life but still I am very determined to attain my dreams.

I don't care if I will be having a hard time doing those things because what matters most to me is my family. I want to give them all the best that this world can offer, I want to see my loved ones living comfortably that is why it is very hard for me to think that this very day there is nothing that I can do. However, I am doing all the possibilities to succeed for the reason that this is not only for myself but rather for my family. I am currently preoccupied with things that  would help in making our life better in the future and I am striving hard for it and I am hoping for the best. I just wished that God sees what's really in my heart  as well as what my real intentions are so that He would finally grant what I have hardly prayed for.
Helping my family is my real happiness in life and they are the main reason why I love to live in this world.

Still Waiting..

It has been 2 months now since I applied for it but I still have not received a positive response. I really want this thing badly. What should I do to make it happen. I have done everything I can just to get what I am longing to hear from them.I am exhausted by the thing that I am doing over and over again but maybe this is the reality of life. Others are just so fortunate to get it for hours or days  while some are waiting for months or years just to be approved.

Well, there is nothing that I can do but to wait for it.It's very tiring but this thing is really something for me.

My Blog's Page Rank

I checked my other blog a few days ago and the PR was zero. It was a 2 month old blog that is older than this one. Since I am still a newbie in the world of blogging, I really don't know if the page rank of zero for a 2 month old blog is good. I am hoping that in the coming months the said blog would have a much higher page rank. It needs a lot of work to reach that point but I am very eager to do that.My blog needs a lot of traffic, great links, etc. and I am doing that already. I have to be patient.....

I am kinda sleepy now, I have to go to bed..'til my next post...
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I am so sad today..

I am so sad today. It is just that I don't know if  I have to keep going with I am doing now or I just have to pursue the career I supposed to do. But I think all I do were a failure. Back in the days were I have accomplished what I thought to be one of my greatest achievements in life, when I thought I was very fortunate then since it was one of the dreams of some people. But as years go by, I have realized that I was not lucky enough. I know it is not a good trait but sometime I envy those people who are successful in the field same as mine.

I want to be successful but every time I did something, it did not turn out to be what I wanted to happen. I sometimes feel  I am not good enough. I did every thing that I can just to be successful in every thing that I do. I hope God will hear my cry. I hope God sees what is really in my heart. I hope God will ease the pain in my heart. This is not an easy journey for me. I am wishing that someday I will finally harvest the fruits of my labor.

What a tiring day...

What a tiring day today! I have spent ten hours doing stuffs on the net. But it is still fine, it is a part of life. You have to do something just to make your life easier and more comfortable in the coming months and years.I am still hoping that one of these days I will receive a positive response that I am longing to hear for quiet some time now.

All I want to do at this very moment is to get some rest and recharge. I still have a lot of things to do tomorrow. I need to relax and watch my favorite programs on boob tube to release the stress I got  from the long hours of  sitting in front of the computer.

So bye, bye for now....

I Hope I Will Hear a Positive Response Anytime Soon

It has been almost 2 months now since I applied for something very essential for what I am doing everyday. This means a lot to me for the reason that it will help me earn some extra penny in my pocket. I am starting to lose hope but I gotta keep going, and I do believe that patience is a virtue. I hope that one of these days I will receive a positive response from them so that I can move-on and enjoy the things I love to do while earning money on the side. Gosh, I need it badly..I really, really need it....


I am hoping and praying that God will hear what I hardly prayed for. I know for sure that if you will ask something from Him, He will definitely respond to it,  if He sees that you really work hard for it. This is what I always bear in mind that eventually my hard work will pay off. All I need to do is just patiently wait for it and I believe that sooner or later, I will reap what I sow. But I am hoping that it will not  take that long cause time is so precious for me, every minute,every hour really matters to me.I am not getting any younger. At this point in time, I have to do something for myself that in the long run will benefit me and most especially, my family.

For now, I will keep my finger's crossed. I just have to hope for the best.