I truly regret it

I had a big fight today with someone that is very close to my heart. It was definitely unexpected and it just started from a petty thing.

A while ago, there were some exchanging of hurtful words, that we didn't mean to say to each other. I didn't mean what I've said to this person, but because I was so hurt, I ended up uttering those words, that were not supposed to be said to him. And because of that, I wanna say sorry from the bottom of my heart. I should have shown him some respect, because after all, he was the one responsible why we are all here.

I have to admit that it was all my fault. I shouldn't have argued with him in the first place. I never imagined that I would have the courage to say those things right in front of him. I know that I had hurt him as well. Even though that I have done those things, it doesn't really mean that I'm a bad person, it just that, I have some issues as well with myself and I went through a lot of things that triggered me to say such words.

I had heard some hurtful words from him as well, but I did regret why I answered back to him.

I'm also very hurt when I heard some things coming from him about me that are definitely not true. I'm sick and tired of hearing that I'm a bad daughter or a bad person, when in fact, my family is my inspiration, and the very first reason why I believe I should work hard. I even think that I should not think about myself first, since I need to ensure that everything is okay already, before I should think and prioritize myself.

Everything has been said and done already, but the most important thing here is that, I have the courage to say sorry to someone that I think I have hurt so much, and absolutely doesn't deserve the disrespect, but rather, the love and respect coming from us.

Straight Talk- August

This is a Sponsored post written by me on behalf of Straight Talk for SocialSpark. All opinions are 100% mine.

I just realized how fast time flies since it's August now, and after a couple of months, it's already my birthday. Yes, it's already my special day 2 months from now. I don't know if I have to be excited about it or anything.

It's not that I don't want to celebrate my birthday, or something, but every time my birthday is approaching, I can't help myself but to be sad about it..*lol*...You want to know why I feel that way? simply because I'm getting a year older again, and it really upsets me...*lol*...In fact, my mom would always tell me that I'm not her little girl anymore, and I'm not getting any younger. Oh, I really miss my mom since she's been working in a foreign land for such a long time already. I just wanna hear all her advices everything about life, and I believe that mom knows best . Whenever I feel this way, all I wanna do is to call her every single day, and as we all know, it would be very expensive right? That's why I'm really planning to switch to straight Talk, and by doing this, I could already imagine the amount of money I could save just by switching to Straight Talk.

Another good thing about Straight Talk is that, their International Long Distance Service is a flexible prepaid calling service that enables you to make international calls from your home, cell or office phone at low rates. So, I can already call a friend that is also working outside the country whenever I want to.

Additionally, Straight Talk also has a monthly plan called the "All You Need Plan" that is even perfect for heavy phone users, since it has 1,000 minutes, 1,000 texts and 30 MB of web data.

Why don't you try Straight Talk as well since it has everything you need, and not to mention, there are no contracts, no surprise bills and no credit checks as well. Straight Talk also has a great nationwide coverage and excellent reception/connectivity. And lastly, they only use trusted phone manufacturers such as  LG, Motorola, Kyocera, Nokia and Samsung.

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Yey! My post was shared....

I am just so happy that my post about Charice from my other blog, The Girls' Interests.com was shared in one of the forums about Charice. I was happy about it since for the very first time there's someone out there who did appreciate my entry, and shared it. So, here are the screen shots:

 

And that very moment I was so surprised that the traffic of my blog had suddenly increased. And then I found out that it's not just because it was shared in a forum, but because it was retweeted by Charice fans. So here's the screen shot of it:

I just hope that this will not be the last time, but just only the beginning of the great things that the future has in store for my blogs. And I will surely keep you posted.

So, whoever those people are, I just want to say, Thank You guys! It means a lot to me!

Yey! I received my very first "opp" from Social Spark!

I'm happy yesterday since when I opened my inbox, I'm so surprised to receive an e-mail from social spark that I have an "opp" from them. Right after reading that, I immediately went to my SS account, and wrote the post right away.

And right now, I already received a notification into my inbox saying that the post I created was already approved by the advertiser. I just can't wait to receive my very first payment from them.

Actually, I've been a member of Social Spark for months now, and this is the very first time for me to receive an "opp" from them.

I'm hoping to receive more "opps" from them in the coming days.

Not interested with what I've heard

I've heard from the news today that the gov't is doing something for the fresh nursing graduates, and maybe for RN's as well that up to now, most of them, including myself haven't found jobs that related to this profession. They said that they will be hiring thousands of  nursing graduates next month. I don't know if I'll be happy about it.

Additionally, I have mentioned in my previous posts that I've been a registered nurse for years now, and because there are no possible jobs for all RN's in the hospitals here in the Philippines, I became discouraged with this profession. I don't know if I'm interested with what they are planning right now for the nursing graduates, since I really don't know if I can benefit from it.

All I know is that I'm beginning to love what I'm doing right now. Maybe for now, I'll just stick to what I'm currently doing which is working online. All I can say is that I'm happy with what I'm currently doing than practicing my profession, even though my earnings are not that much, at least I can be able to take care of my 4 year old daughter. And I want to be with her every single day since I want to see her grow right before my eyes that's why I prefer working online.

Yey! I received another payment from Sponsored Reviews

I was just so happy today since I have received another payment from Sponsored Reviews. I'm just so glad that even though I haven't bid for any opportunities there 'coz I think it will be hard to be chosen by advertisers since I believe there a lot of bloggers who bid on the same opportunities, and it's time consuming as well. What I did is to wait for some advertisers to choose my blog. And I was happy that last week I received another e-mail from Sponsored Reviews saying that I have an offer from an advertiser. Actually, this is my second time to receive a task from SR. And this is from my other blog. So, here's a screen shot:

Additionally, because of this money, I was able to renew that blog today that supposed to expire on December this year. I'm still hoping to receive more offers from SR, and I just can't wait for it to happen.

Claudine Barretto on Startalk

Claudine Barretto

When I learned that Mr. Ricky Lo will have an exclusive interview of Optimum star herself, Claudine Barretto in Startalk, I really made time just to watch that interview last Saturday, July 30, 2011. Aside from the fact that I do miss her seeing on television, I'm also very curious on what she had to say about the controversies regarding her for the past months. And I'm glad that she was able to clear or defend herself regarding the negative things about her personal life.

Moreover, I must admit that being a fan, it's so sad to hear such negative issues about her, most especially those things that would really affect her reputation, both as an actress and as a person. I'm still very much hoping though, that not all the things I've heard and read about Claudine Barretto are true, since she is just a great actress and it's very sad that her name would be dragged into something that you can't really imagine she's capable of doing.

Additionally, it's nice to know that she'll be doing a teleserye again after 3 years, but what makes it more exciting is that, this time it's in a Kapuso network already, since for the past years, we were really used to seeing her in a Kapamilya network. Furthermore, I'm also very excited about the idea that she'll be working with none less than the former kapamilya stars such as Jolina Magdangal, Marvin Agustin, and Patrick Garcia. Well, I'm really looking forward to watching this teleserye in GMA network.